Tradition holds that the Gospel of John, the fourth gospel in the New Testament, was written by the Apostle John.  Officially, however, the gospel is anonymous, written by a person identified only as, “the disciple whom Jesus loved” (21:20-24).  While it’s indeed likely that this disciple is John, there is another intriguing possability.  Here are 4 reasons why the Beloved Disciple could in fact be Lazarus.

1. Lazarus and the Beloved Disciple are the only two men in John who are said to be loved by Jesus

In John 13:23, we are introduced to the Beloved Disciple,

There was reclining on Jesus’ bosom one of his disciples, whom Jesus loved. (see also 19:26-27; 20:2-10; 21:7, 20-24).

In 1984 my mom wrote a children’s musical entilted “The Lord Shepherd and His Sheep Shed.”  While I don’t remember all that went into making it (I was just 7 at the time) I do know the end result had a profound impact on my life.  Here are 5 life lessons I learned from my mom and her musical.

1. The Lord Is MY Shepherd

He stood on a hill as the sky grew dark behind him.  His voice it rose like the dawn.  And he sang the words that would fight all my battles.  His ways became my ways when he sange me his song.

My older sister, Heidi, sang those words on the recorded album.  Perhaps it’s just me but my eyes are welling up with tears even now as I write the lyrics.  The Shepherd my mom introduced me to is the Shepherd I love today.

The story of the Sheep Shed is based on David’s Shepherd psalm (Ps. 23), Jesus’ parable of the lost sheep (Luke 15:1-7), and His words in John 10.  As a child, the Bible was just words on a page but the Sheep Shed was alive.  It was in it that encountered the Shepherd who takes his sheep out to pasture, calls and counts each by name, and who rescues them from harm.

2. I’m a part of His fold

We are the sheep we are the sheep of the sheep shed.  No wolves are scattering this fold.   For he’s protecting he’s providing and in Him we are confiding.  He’s the Lord and we’re the sheep of the sheep shed.

We are the sheep.”  That’s key.  Through her muscial, my mom taught me that I’m not the only one the Shepherd cares about.  While I may be loved, He’s just as concerned about others.  I may be important but I’m not more important.  The life the Shepherd has called me to is never to be lived alone.

3. Life is found in following Him.

“Follow on.  Follow on to where he leads me.  Everywhere he leads me I will go.”

Life with the Shepherd isn’t fixed.  There are times to go and times to stay.  Knowing when and where to go is simply a matter of following Him.

4.  The grass isn’t greener on the other side.

I want to wander off into the night.  It’s teeling me to come and see the lights.  The stars and moon will shine and I will walk along just free tom my emotions – the ruler of my own destination.

“You’ll be sorry.”  Those words still echo in me.  Willie is a sheep who wants to visit places beyond those the Shepherd provides.  He runs away because he doesn’t trust that the Shepherd has given the best places for him to enjoy.  I’ve sometimes wondered if other places are better than the ones to which He has taken me.  It’s in those times that I’m gently reminded of the warning given to Willie.

5.  If I stray He’ll find and carry me home.

At the end of the play, the Shepherd finds Willie with a broken leg and hunted by a wolf.  The Shepherd shouts and causes the wolf to flee.  Picking the contrite sheep up in His arms, The Shepherd sings him this song.

Of I’ll tell you you’re a young lamb with thickets in your fleece.  You wandered in a different way towards grass you thought was green.  But now you’ve found you’re all alone stuck out in the freezin’ cold.  But I am telling you my lamb.  I want you for My own.  Can’t you see that I love you just be my sheep.  Eat and drink of the good things that I give.  My sheep have not many masters but one, one Shepherd.  Know Me and be My sheep.

Mom, I know the Sheep Shed didn’t become the commerical success you hoped it’d be.  But the song you first heard the Shephed sing, you sang to me.  His ways became my ways as you sang me His song.  And the song goes on.  I’m singing it to your grandchildren now.

If you would llike a free copy of the Lord Shepherd and His Sheep Shed to share with your children please send me an email at logosmadeflesh@gmail.com.

Won’t heaven be a drag?

Think about it. Our greatest amusements are found in the struggle for supremacy and survival. Reading a novel, watching a movie, playing sports, riding a roller coaster. In each we find the greater the struggle the greater the thrill. Without conflict would a movie or sporting event be as great? Isn’t the excitment of a roller coaster the exhilaration of overcoming your fear?

No wonder the world delights in the thought of hell more than heaven. The nonchristian pictures heaven as sitting on a cloud strumming a harp. I remember one episode of the Simpsons where Homer pictures himself lying on a cloud that looks much like a hospital bed. He raises and lowers the cloud repeatedly. “Cloud goes up, cloud goes down” he says.

Contrast that with the worlds understanding of hell. For them of course hell isn’t the place of torment the bible describes. It’s the party place. It’s a place of all the exhilarating vices we find here on earth.

I’m sad to say the church hasn’t done much to conteract this perception. If you ask the average Christian what will heaven be like they’ll probably say worshipping God before his throne continuously throughout all eternity. Certainly there’s excitement in this. But for all eternity? I don’t know about you but even I occasionally get board singing in church.

So what’s the thrill of heaven? How should we respond to a world that scorns the notion of a perfect world?

We need to recognize that the thrill of heaven is the same thrill we experience when we watch a great movie, read a good book, watch an incredible game, or ride the scariest of rides. No I’m not saying there will be pain, suffering or conflict in Heaven. I’m saying pain, suffering and conflict aren’t the actual source of our amusement.

The greatest stories are nothing more than a riddle in narrative form. What’s going to happen next? Will the guy get the girl? How will he or she survive? Will the team make another touchdown? The questions compel us to turn a page or sit through another commercial.

Discovery, not conflict, is the basis of our enjoyment.

And what does God have to offer us more than discovery? Heaven is the grand unveiling of all the mysteries and questions of life. It’s the throne of He who is the creator of mystery and riddle.

Hell by contrast, is a place of the unanswered question. It’s the place where questions never find a resolution.

Have you ever had a question you thought you knew but the answer simply alluded you? There’s nothing more frustrating than that situation. Hell is that but on a more tormented scale. It nags and frustrates and never comes to an end.

It may be a stuffy academic tome and a whopping $277, but the book, Mystery of God: Early Jewish Mysticism in the New Testament has one major thing going for it.  It’s the only source I’ve found in more than ten years of study which accurately interprets the water in 1 John 5:6 and by extension John 19:34.  The water in both verses refers to Jesus’ divinity.

Not By Water Only

This is the One who came by water and blood, Jesus Christ; not with the water only, but with the water and with the blood. (1 John 5:6)

At its most basic, 1 John 5:6 is a counter claim to a belief that Jesus Christ came in water but not in blood.  John beleives Jesus came both in water and blood.  Some opposing group appears to beleive that He came only in water.

Great.

So what does each element mean? Here are the authors of the Mystery of God, with only brief comment from me.

The Standard View: Water and Blood as Baptism and Death

It is tempting to suppose that the reference to water in this passage is a reference to Jesus’ baptism and the blood to his death on the cross.  In that case, it would appear that we have a repudiation of a Christology which asserted that only the baptism, and not the suffering of the cross, was part of the coming of Christ.

This is how the New Living Translation “translates” it, “And Jesus Christ was revealed as God’s Son by his baptism in water and by shedding his blood on the cross – not by water only, but by water and blood.

Put like this, the similarities with Gnostic Cerinthus’ teaching seem very marked indeed (see Irenaeus, Haer. 1.26).  After all, according to Irenaeus, Cerinthus believed that Christ descended in the form of a dove, but departed from him, so that only the human Jesus suffered and rose again, while the divine Christ remained impassable.  1 John 5:6 would seem to indicate that the false teachers accepted the presence of the heavenly Christ at baptism but not at the crucifixion.

John actively opposed Cerinthus and his teaching during his ministry in Ephesus.  Thus Cerinthus becomes the key to unlocking the meaning of water and blood.

Problems with Water Refering to Baptism and the Cross

But there’s several problem’s with this interpretation.

First of all, it is by no means obvious that the coming of Christ spoken of in 1 John refers to the events which characterized his life as a whole but speak rather of the mode of his coming (i.e. his incarnation, the reality of his humanity).  This seems to be the case in 1 John 4:2 and 2 John 7, where the coming on both occasions is linked explicitly with the humanity of Jesus.

1 John 4:2 states, “by this you know the Spirit of God: every spirit that confesses that Jesus Christ has come in the flesh is from God, and every spirit that does not confess Jesus is not from God.”  2 John 7 reads, “For many deceivers have gone out into the world, those who do not confess the coming of Jesus Christ in the flesh.

A more natural explanation of 5:6, therefore, is to suppose that the water and the blood refer to the nature of the incarnate Christ rather than events in his life.  This is a view which would seem to be confirmed by the passage in John 19:34, which seems to parallel 1 John 5:6.

John 19:34, the only mention of blood in the crucifixion is an element of Christ’s body and not simply the representation of an event.  It says, “But one of the soldiers pierced his side with a spear, and at once there came out blood and water.”

The point is further supported by a study of blood in the writings John.  Though the only reference to blood in John (1:7) may seem to point to the event of Jesus crucifixion its more likely that it refers to the physical nature of his sacrifice.  In the gospel of John (specifically 1:13, 6:53) blood and flesh have a synonymous meaning.

Secondly, the other passage dealing with the false teaching in 4:2 is not so easy to interpret in the light of the teaching of Cerinthus as many have supposed. The issue here, and for that matter also in 2 John 7, is not the extent of the presence of the heavenly Christ throughout the life of Jesus of Nazareth, but the reality of the humanity of Jesus Christ. There seems to be no question here of the problem of a separation between the divine Christ and the humanity of Jesus.  Rather, the author of 1 John repudiates the views of the those who reject the reality of the incarnation. This was not, as far as one can ascertain, part of Cerinthus’s Christology.  Thus, if we start with 4:2 as a summary of the Christology of the false teachers, we are driven to conclude that the issue was the reality of the humanity of Jesus Christ.

Amen.  So what then does the water mean?

Blood and Water as the Human and Devine Natures of Christ.

How then are we to understand 5:6 in this light?  Is this a separate christological deviation, or can it be related to the other aspects of the false teachings?  The reference in 1 John 5:6 is not to events in Jesus’ life but an affirmation of the reality of the incarnation by pointing out the character of Jesus’ nature, in much the same way as the parallel passage in John 19:34.  This view has the advantage of being consistent with 1 John 4:2 and 2 John 7. There are two further factors to be borne in mind when interpreting the passage in the latter way, either the reference to water and blood could reflect ancient beliefs about human beings, or the water and the blood could represent the two aspects of Jesus’ nature, the water the divine, the blood the human. The second alternative fits better with the fact that the writer wants to deny a view that Jesus Christ came by water only, an idea which is not completely comprehensible if this passage is merely about the make-up of humans.

Emphasis on blood as a sign of the reality of the incarnation is found also in Ignatius, Smyrn. 6, and such an emphasis contrasts with those who deny the reality of his humanity by suggesting that the body of Jesus was made up of some other substance.

Ignatius in his letter says, “Let no man be deceived.  Even the heavenly powers and the glory of the angels and the principalities both visible and invible, except they believe in the blood of Christ.”  In speaking of those who deny this he goes on to state, “They have no thought for love, nor for widow, the orphan, the afflicted, the prisoner, the hungry nor the thirsty.  They withhold themselves from Communion and prayer, because they confess not that communion is the flesh of our Savior Jesus Christ, which flesh suffered for our sins, and which in His loving-kindness the Father raised up.”

Wengst rightly points out the difficulty of finding examples of Gnostic teachers who considered that Jesus was made up of a watery substance, without any human blood.  There is some evidence, however, to suggest that some later Gnostics did think of Christ as consisting of an ethereal substance (Tertullian, De carne Christi 6 and Adv. Marc. 3.11).

Tertullian states, “Thus the official record of both substances represents him as both man and God: on the one hand born, on the other not born: on the one hand fleshly, on the other spiritual: on the one hand weak, on the other exceeding strong: on the one hand dying, on the other living.  That these two sets of attributes, the divine and the human, are each kept distinct from the other, is of course accounted for by the equal verity of each nature, both flesh and spirit being in full degree what they claim to be: the powers of the Spirit of God proved Him God, the sufferings proved there was the flesh of man.”

Indeed, in a passage which explicitly quoted John 19:34, Origen himself seems to make a similar point against celsus in Contra Celsum 2.36.  In this passage Origen sees the water which flowed from the side of the crucified Jesus as a miraculous indication of his divinity.

Celsus had asked, “What is the nature of the ichor in the body of the crucified Jesus?  Is it such as flows in the bodies of the immortal god’s”.  Celsus had drawn this conclusion in part from the Illiad, where Homer states concerning the wounding of Aphrodite, “and blood immortal flowed from the goddess, ichor, that which funds in the veins of the blessed divinities; since these eat no food, nor do they drink of the shinning wine, and therefore they have no blood and are called immortal.’  As these authors say, Origen counters Celsus’ spirit of mockery but does not deny that the water is a representation of Christ’s diety.

Finally it should be noted that the notion of the water being a celestial substance which was part of Jesus’ make-up is not as far-fetched as may appear at first sight.  After all, it is apparent from certain Jewish cosmogonies that water is one of the pre-existent substances which is used to make the world.  It is not inconceivable therefore, that the author of 1 John wants to make the point that, as well as a celestial substance, there was human blood in Jesus’ veins.

Because unlike God we lack proportion in our experience.

The Objectivity of the Clock

The consistent tic of the clock teaches us to think of the future as something added to the past. We view time like a pile of beads added to a infinite string – every moment added to a series of equal moments.

The Failure of the Analogy

But the present is not a simple bridge between our future and past. It is and forever will be an end.

I’ve heard it said, “today is the first day of the rest of your life.” But in relation to time, it’s more true to say, “today is the last day of the life that we have lived.”

Our experience is unrelated to what is yet to come. It’s defined only in what has been.

Only by knowing eternity could we ever experience the consistency of the clock. For only then could we come to a true sense of proportion.

But because our experience of time grows with time we are continually remembering the past as longer than it is.

Only God in his eternal nature know’s the objectivity of the clock. And it is thus thinking of our lives in terms of the clock that we once again claim to be Him.

Reflecting on God’s eternality and the transitoryness of our lives, the Psalmist asks of God,

teach us to number our days, that we may present to you a heart of wisdom (Psalms 90:12).

Here’s a way we can do that.

A Better Analogy

Instead of thinking of experience of time like beads added to an infinite string, we should think of our it as a pie ever-dividing.

The analogy of the string suggests we can look outside ourselves and see our future experience as equal to how it is now. But a circle’s wholeness recognizes that we never actually add time to our lives.

In the analogy of the circle we see that each added moment makes shorter the one before. The pieces grow shorter and shorter. This more accurately reflects our experience.

The feeling of year, for us, is indeed growing shorter.

What do you think? What does the analogy say about our future experience of time?